sexta-feira, 23 de agosto de 2013

You caused it.

When I think that something is going to be a little calm, I feel something right inside my heart that’s killing me. Sometimes it kills me and then I fall in love with simple songs, voice and smiles.
A voice that makes me wants to be closer to him, but I just can’t do it because all that is between us is the worse thing called “distance”. A distance that once made me cry and got me sad for things that was a simple and complicated mess.
I try to find in songs and chords something new for me to live and sing, but it is hard to think about every moment and inspiration that holds me when I’m so sick of it all. I don’t really want to break my heart, ‘cause sometimes it just hurts so much. And then, you get into my life singing and playing songs like I’ve never heard before. In a way that gets through my soul and makes it good, so good that I can feel it smiles.
I feel right when you begin to sing or just when you say “hello, how you do?”
I know it’s strange, but for me I should hear it every day, If I don’t, my dear…I promise you, that it will be kept in my cold heart for a long time. And if you are still breathing, you’re the lucky one. Because most of us are bitter over someone, to distract our hearts from ever missing them and you caused it in me.

- Caroline Iatsunik